This is probably the moment I have been waiting for all my life.
On the 16th of January, I found myself on a 16-hour flight filled with Europeans. Not that I have a problem with them, but I have never seen so many of them on a plane before. That probably proves how little of the world I have seen. So yea, even the tiniest things amaze me.
So, why do I want to send myself to the other side of the globe– leaving behind the world I am familiar with and all who mean alot to me?
I asked myself what I wanted to do with this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Do I want to maximise it or just be safe? And I spoke to my prof and she asked me how badly I wanted it. And as they say, the rest is history.
Sweden is a country that is heard much, but known little of – in my opinion. Never overrated yet its presence is somehow still felt. When one mentions the country Sweden — your eyes light up.. but you sometimes dont’ exactly know why it lights up. And that’s why I say it is heard of much, but known very little about. So that’s one of the reasons I want to explore and emerge myself into this mysterious, make-ur-eyes-light-up country. =)
Another reason is probably because I am sick and tired of studying in SMU. Or rather, Singapore. I wanted some moment in time, to find myself again. The pace is definitely slower… and ‘when you pause to smell the lilies’, life seems much sweeter.
Aside from the 34kg + 10kg baggage, there isn’t really much obligatory baggage to score those A’s, or have any real authority over my shoulder. It feels good being in almost complete control — independence and freedom to think on my own two feet. I guess there is an apparent sense of empowerment which I am proud of. But at the same time, knowing that there are loved ones back home supporting and caring to know about me while I am in Sweden is also a great source of warmth and comfort.
I don’t wanna just put a ‘check’ onto Sweden as ‘one of the countries i’ve been to’. My goal here is to really understand the people and their way of life. Why do they do the things they do? What is the political sentiments? What are their views about life? What makes them happy? And one of the ways is to understand their language, and hence, their culture and their habits and their emotions. What are they proud of? What makes them tick? Do I speak to just a few Swedish and generalise the entire population? Or do i want to really know what it is like to be a Swedish — in this short 5 months. What am I going to do with it?
I’ve met people from Finland; Poland; Spain; Hong Kong; China; England; the US; Korea; Turkey… and what hit me is that, which I think is best summed up in this line… “The World, isn’t just known as ‘The World’ any longer”. Back home in Singapore, I find myself saying or reading or hearing things like, “The world is so small”, or “This is nothing compared to the rest of the world”, or “Go to the ends of the earth” or “The rest of the world”… you know, these kind of phrases that we use so often only has its weight now. Because the world, is really made up of people. And we can’t simply say “the world will be affected” when we don’t grasp the true meaning of it.
My world was only Singapore. That’s the real truth. I never saw the world, so big, so beautiful, so amazing and so fascinating. I never saw people of the world to be so similar, yet so distinct all at the same time. And this is only Sweden.
Cooking is now more of a means of survival (to cut cost) and a way of teleporting ourselves, momentarily, back home through our tastebuds and all the chemical reactions that set our hearts to have that warm-fuzzy-feeling. We have learnt some ROCK-HARD lessons about the microwave, as well as the amount of effort required to prepare a simple meal (all of you give ur mum/dad a big hug, now!). But all’s well and at least, I love cooking. Meatballs only last you for a week, and then you start craving for rice, chup chye and oyster sauce and garlic. =P
This first post in Sweden probably is more thought-filled. I realise that I always do that whenever I blog. The pictures will come up later… =)
Erratic weather in Singapore? Rain/shine; Rain/shine? Well, in Sweden, it’s erratic to them because it is supposed to be -10 degrees when it’s only, yes they say, only, -1 degree lowest. -shrug- If this isn’t global warming, I seriously wonder what else it would be. Come on people, if Keynesian theory says in the long run, when we are all dead, i think the long run isn’t too far off anymore. -doh-
Off now!
-J